You know like in the movies when it ends with a scream...?

my coolest day ever

2006-09-03T22:49:52Z

I just had a sudden urge to write a post so I thought I would because I hate the way myspace has completely taken over our cyber network when livejournal is sooo much better. Simply for the fact that on livejournal you actually get to voice things that really mean something to you, I guess myspace seems that little more superficial. Not knocking ANYBODY who has one, cos I do think they are cool and I can spend hours on it without even owning one so I do understand the massive hype. I just love reading Natacha's posts because they are always so interesting and there is never anything on the same level on myspace, it's more like things I look at and laugh about.

I don't want to talk about how sick the holidays have been cos nowadays they mostly always are and I don't want to complain about going back to school cos it is an inevitable that we must face every break, but it is stil fucking hard though.

Ryan got tickets for the Brazil-Argentina match, and I know many diehard fans would kill for a ticket but at no point was I truly excited, the whole experience was quite surreal, even sitting in the actual stadium was like 'wow-this is WEIRD MAN'. The atmosphere was amazing though, it was nice seeing everyone around you ecstatic over such a simple thing. Small pleasures are supposedly the best highs. It made me feel like Amelie watching from a distance cos I didn't feel the same level of joy but I could understand it. I love that film so much. I need to watch more foreign films, they need full concentration though. 'Are you afraid?' is such an amazing film, we watched it in film studies and it's just sooo good. I think it's set in Spain and it's about this boy(1) and this other boy(2) who has been kidnapped and kept down a hole and his kidnappers are demanding a ransom from his family. The boy(1) stumbles across the hole one time when he is cycling with his friends in this field, at first he is scared but he returns the next day and begins to help this boy(2) but as he is helping him survive and plotting an escape for him, he realises that his dad and his friends are the kidnappers. The ending is really good-you should all watch it.
love

mini_me1st @ 2006-02-18T22:36:00

2006-02-18T23:45:59Z

Argh! I get really annoyed with myself when I decide to stay in, I don't know why, I think I have issues with staying in my house. I don't really like my house that much, so it's like a big relief when I go out or go to somebody else's house, because that way I only talk to people I want to rather than people I have to talk to. Plus its just an easy way to escape the shitload amount of work I have to do...ridiculous how I haven't even started my coursework. I'm seriously lacking on the intellectual side of things this holiday-mostly been blazing my brains away. Not good at all. Also, did jackshit today...actually did nothing, didnt even bother to change out of my pyjamas-how awful.

Last night was kinda funny too. I hate when it gets really late and you still have no idea about what you are doing, where you are going and who you're spending your night with but I love when in like 5 mins you just decide to leave your house and do whatever. Went to Sean's party/cotch thing and did the inevitable thing of picking up, even though Gloria insisted 3 hrs before she was off draw...It was really good, was really nice seeing people like Daisy and Clare, cos it's been really long since I've spoken to any of them face-to-face properly. So that was cool.

Love seeing people off their faces.

Hate the taste of alcohol.

Love being tipsy and lean but still having control.

Hate getting back home.Cos no-one never goes in the same fucking direction...oh how I wished I lived in Clapham or Balham. Even Streatham.

Love lime-wire.

Hate nasty pervy men in tracksuits that follow you and your friends around and try to seduce you in the most unattractive, window-licker voice and later wag their tongues at you.Ha! (not me thank fuck...Gloria)

Love friends making nights fun and meaningful.

mini_me1st @ 2006-01-10T16:29:00

2006-01-10T16:45:54Z

I know we've kinda had an overload of drum&bass recently but I think we should all make the effort to go to this one thing in ten days because it is free. Its some drum&bass arena classics album launch party in ministry from 10.30 to 5 on friday 20th. Just text CLASSICS to 81330 for free entry. There is no guarantee that it will be great but if we all go we can make it sick plus it will be a change from mass, although is it really hard to get into ministry with our ids cos someone told me it was the other day...?

Box
DJ zinc
Mampi Swift
Friction
Diesel Boy
Bailey
Chase & Status (ming can do his special dance)

Also Skinnyman will be there and someone called MC Ballistic which I thought was quite funny, never heard of him though...but yeah.

Today was cold and boring, at the moment the thing I most look forward to is lunch at Tom's because of the warmth and the amount of times I laugh in that place, it is sooo good. I just can't seem to cope with the feeling of pressure again, I got too used to just sitting around and going out whenever in the holidays. I didn't do a bit of work in those holidays and I want it back so badly, routine is shite.

I'm in two minds about what to do this weekend aswell, I'm thinking maybe inigo but why. Apparently mass is 10 not really expensive as I paid fucking 12(wasnt impressed but it was really good so whatever) for the 23rd but I can't go on my own-I don't think anyone else will go cos of that. Whatever happens I think it should be exceedingly good because I was such a hermit last weekend...I only went shopping on my own...yes I'm a big fat loser!!! Ha, on that note...
love

mini_me1st @ 2005-11-23T17:11:00

2005-11-23T17:38:56Z

So lunch at Mint was rather nice. I love a full english, amazing how something so simple tastes so good. Had a nice chat during and after it whilst sipping on an icy coke, aaahh the wonders. The man who served us was possibly the nicest stranger I have encountered in a loooooooong while, he was just so sweet. We told him he was really nice and he was like, 'I was just about to say that you lot were really nice customers', so we left a little tip. He didn't charge Emma for her food because she didn't want baked beans and he forgot. Came back to the barrier feeling rather satisfied. I wish there were better places to eat near school, like at the shops. They really should think about building a Greggs and a Starbucks, they'd make so much money, whilst fucking cafe de niro people realised what they had before and how they abused it.

My tongue is really ok now, I can eat with absolutely no problems now. I'm so happy, I thought it would never get back to normal, now I can feel my tongue has gone down in size too cos I can play with the ball and feel the bar. Fantastic.

School was okay today, though I'm a bit disappointed that Mr Smith wasnt in for our last CAS cos I really wanted to watch the last bit of the film. I think we should be allowed to miss our first session of our new thing to see it, actually I really want to just carry on with film. Fuck trampolining, fuck having to bring in a kit every week. Film was so comfy.

I'm really annoyed that everyone has deciding that this weekend will be the clubbing weekend because I can't come, which is a bit of a bummer. I was hoping that maybe, just maybe people would be like lets start our great clubbing weekend on Friday but its not gonna happen. Oh well.

Has anyone seen Lady Sovereign's new video, aside form the fact the song is shite and all that, I really want one of those hoodies because on the back it says 'Save the hoodie' but then again on the front it says 'Lady Sovereign'. She is a joker.
love

mini_me1st @ 2005-11-10T05:52:00

2005-11-10T18:20:58Z

Im watching neighbours at the moment and this new girl is trying to persuade her dad to let her stay at erinsborough high and she's like, 'dad do you know that bad can mean good and sometimes sick mean even better'. Damn neighbours is 'cool', what a massive joke. Anyway it feels so weird to be back online, i just had the nicest bit of home-made lasagne...BUFF!

Today was fucking freeezing!!! I need my scarves back (Ming and Fran, hint hint) as it is getting too cold for my neck- its slowly dying on me. I kinda wish there were fireworks going on this weekend too or maybe im just wishing for something a little like magic to happen. Or I could just go shopping but I'll spend all my boots money and I'm determined not to.

I'm no longer feeling the barrier or the park, its really weird cos im always like lets go to the park but when i get there its too cold to enjoy the rides so i just dont bother. Does anyone else not find couples in the winter really annoying unless you're part of one, they're just so...aargh! Not all of them and not for all of the winter, but I just think its more obvious in the Winter probably cos its cold so they love up. Where is that club thing tomorrow and whats the name of the club cos I totally forgot and it was really bugging me on my way home, I'm trying to figure out if I'm gonna go or not. I should cos its cheap and I haven't been clubbing for ages but I shouldn't cos I'll feel bad, cos last week i was supposed to go to Caesars for Hannah's birthday but didn't go cos I really didn't feel like a club at the time. I do now. Not the weapon, the place. I've also got this really bad picture of Caesars in my head so that kinda put me off too, I did want to go cos of Hannah but I thought what is the point of spending £20 to sit down and do jack when i can do that at home for free. Plus I really was tired, really.

My mum promised me a massage on Sunday and she still hasn't given me one and my back really hurts, I don't know why though...baffled.

Today I only had two lessons, pathetic. I hate those days that make you wonder what was your whole point of being in. I actually can't wait till New Years Eve, its like what I'm living for at the moment. Oh yeah and christmas for the food and gifts and the automatic good mood everyone is always in. I get so excited when that Coca-Cola ad comes on, its like highlight of my year...KIDDING! It is truly fantastic though, you always have to sing along, its nore fun that way. My leg really hurts from standing cos it is so cramped in my sister's room so I'm gonna ski-daddle, if thats how you spell it...suggestions anybody? ha ha
love

Amy is at my house!!!!!

2005-06-29T20:31:24Z

It has actually been so long since I came on this and everyone has been asking me to update so i thought I would.
I know it was like 2 days ago but NSF was so good i really enjoyed it, I think it was the best one I've been to. The Drum and Bass room was so amazing, I loved the amount of energy everyone had in there. The hiphop room was alright at first but then they started to repeat songs and me and Amy were like 'Where is the drum and bass room?' We got some free T-shirts which was quite good, we'll be wearing them to bed. I swear like everyone in the drum and bass room was on something. Can't wait till the next house party, I was really impressed by the fact Coco's didn't turn out to be rubbish. It was really good! Also, our lovely new year 10 friends were there: Rachel and Daniel Ajegbo!! Seana, we hate you! They are so beautiful, I love him, he is just such a buffting! Oh my gosh when we got home from NSF it was actually daylight, it was unreal. Can't wait till we can finally go to Fabrico and rave it out!! It is going to be OFF THE HOOK - true Maxi style! Seana please hurry with our ID, we are prepared to pay the extra 5 pounds. Its cool. Can't believe that all you lot are off to Paris, you little sluts, me and Amy are so jealous! Can't wait till you're back so we can carry on our fabulous break with all the parties and shit.
oh my god i am actually in love with Amy and her hairy legs...Amy's words not mine.
Me and Amy went Oxford Street to search for our prom dresses and we were successful, but Amy actually bought hers I'm going back for mine tomorrow and maybe some shoes if I can afford it. We have to do some serious saving in time for our massive shopping trip with Gloria and Charlotte, I am so excited, my shopping list is so long. It is quite depressing in a way cos i don't think my budget quite covers it! Awful!
Some things I really want:
*Uggs
*Fred Perry polo top
*Pumps
*Footless tights or leggings
*Bolero
*Lacoste jumper
*Vintage Adidas trainers
Finally got my fucking mini ipod... haha. I was beginning to think it would never happen and it is pink, how cool! Have to get so much songs but I haven't even started, i'm really paranoid about getting taken to court since I read this article in the paper. It feel like it was a sign.
Albums I want on it:
*Ordinary boys
*Bloc Party
*Old skool garage
*Old skool hiphop
*Dance
*Drum and bass
*The Killers

Oh yeah Gloria and Charlotte me and Amy wrote out your playlist so your dance and garage CD is on its way! Look forward to seeing your smiling faces when you hear it!!

Also people, I'm getting a tattoo very soon. I'm in the process of designing it and making sure i want it. Hopefully I'll get it within the next month. So excited.

Anyway me and Amy say peace and love!
xxx

Coming of age....

2005-04-16T18:05:44Z

Hey people!! I'm at my cousin's house at the moment and I'm rather bored and hungry and I know I should really go home and do some revision but I can't be bothered. So i came on this.

This week has been so hard I'm just so happy because I don't have to go to school today or tomorrow!! Nothing much has been happening this week though apart from some rubbish but think its all clear now, great stuff. I need to get home and finish off some tech and my business coursework, can't believe I'm still doing some of this things.

Yesterday I went out to Beefeater for my birthday with Tiffany, Hannah, Amy and Katie,my mum, my sisters, cousins and a couple of their friends who I've known for years. Oh, and my sister's boyfriend came and he is BUFF!! Oh my days we were all just staring at him. It was funny though cos Amy must have seen him in the window when they were coming in and she leant back so she could see him not knowing who he was. Then him and my sister came in and we just started laughing. He was nice. I had a rack of ribs and was quite pleased with it, I nearly finished the whole thing which sounds quite nasty in a way but it was good. Amy, Hannah and Tiffany got some massive dessert it was really nice but also really sickly, Amy took like one spoonful and just put down her spoon and Hannah and Tiff were having sugar rushes I swear! Then we had some baileys which was lovely I wish I had some right now. I got quite a few goodies aswell, I got some dangly earrings which are really nice- I've wanted some for quite a while, some make-up, 80 pounds from one of my sisters, a watch and I already got my mum and dad's present. And them lot are on the way as I type to give me my present from them (Hannah, Amy and Tiffany). All in all a good 16th. Hope all you lot had a good time for Gemma's aswell.

I can't wait to eat!! I wish that when you turned 16 things actually changed a bit more and you understood more stuff and basically everything was more perfect but its like the complete opposite. They make such a big deal out of turning 16 but its like all you can do is have sex legally, smoke legally and get married. People younger do most of it anyway. I was talking about it with my sister and her work colleague and I was like I could never get married now, like it wouldn't even cross my mind. Also, I think its so dumb that you have to be 18 to drink legally but you can smoke at 16, I swear smoking does more damage to you?! But I suppose when you drink you're more likely to get into trouble and harm others.

I've realised I can't type well on this I keep making mistakes and having to go back where I see them, actually the computer I type best on is my one at home. We have a connection.
I just got my gift from them 3!! white converses and a nice top. Great!
I'm off now!
Bye!

Someone came to school on their belly and another person came without their fucking keys!!

2005-03-22T22:10:00Z

Yesterday I was locked out of my house till 19:15, can you believe it!!! I was so annoyed with myself after I analysed the situation; because of my stupid annoying self I stayed at scholl till 5 and got home around half past. Now if I was clever and didn't wait around so much I would have got in before my dad left and the fact that I forgot my keys wouldn't have mattered, because my dad would have opened the door for me. But no, thats not what happened. If I had credit it wouldn't have been so bad. I was so bored and I kinda started going crazy all hunched up on my welcome mat, I got out a piece of paper and started writing to myself. The challenge was to write as small as I possibly could. How sad- what boredom does to you!
It says:
I can't believe I'm locked out my house
I must look like a right idiot whose forgotten her keys- how dumb am I?
And I am also so hungry I could eat Ben or Sam's brain, hmmmnn tasty like KFC!
I'm chatting so much bollocks
Shit my next door neighbour who is Jermaine's dad (yes, my future father in law) just walked past me he must've thought what a dumb, fucking stupid girl she is. And now yes Jermaine just walked out of some car- oh the embarassment.
The streetlights are now on and its made me realise how dark its gotten.
I am now trying to come to terms with the fact I might be on this mat for quite a long time.
Jermaine is so utterly buff he is going to be my husband.
This is going to stop because I can no longer see.

Now to the second part of this entry- snakes. Its dedicated to all the people who talk about others behind their backs and pretend to be their friends to their faces- and it really has got to stop.
Last week it was just stronger than ever for Graveney girls but it is so dumb. Come on think about it, there are some people who you'll never see again once we break up for good. So I think everyone would feel a whole lot better if they just held in all the evilness and bad shit and just let out all the happiness and good vibes.
There, my attempt to be Jerry Springer at the end of his shows is over, I bet you're all thinking thank fuck for that!

mini_me1st @ 2005-03-09T18:38:00

2005-03-09T19:00:04Z

The thingy is out tomorrow but I got it in the post today, it is sooooooo weird!! Please, if you happen to see it, just don't watch the before pic. I didn't know what they meant when they said it was happening so I may look slightly confused or just really ugly but there is no pose. And plus on top of it all my hair looks kinda picky, I'm not gonna lie. Thats enough of cussing myself though...

Today was the much anticipated maths trip which turned out to be kinda crappy. But fuck me, the rudegirls turned out in their flocks!! There were masses of them but not that many rudeboys. Eugh, then you had your chavs, which were funny. Hannah was like 'what did they do before GHDs', it was so true. The girls looked so manufactured and the boys just looked chavvy, one of them had on these horrible beige loafers.

Then there was this BUFF asian boy, he was so nice, Seana pointed out the resemblance to Usher. We had a debate about who was buffer- him or Nazibur. I thought him.

All day I was hooked on them fucking scoubidou things. At first I really didn't see the fascination with them but once you know how to do them its a good way to kill time.

Poor Morwenna nearly got squashed in between the doors trying to get on the train, it was hilarious! And the amount of times Sam shamed himself was unbelievable. He tried to chirpse one of the chavs and she weren't having any of it, but she wasn't even that pretty herself so she had a bit of a cheek. But before that, they were doing some thing where you had to volunteer and come up and do some walking thing. So Sam being the idiot got up but someone got there before him so he tried to style it out by going in to some corner. When the person had finished he started walking towards the front to do it and the man was like 'ok, lets turn to question 8'!! I was cracking up.

It was alright but I don't think it was worth 12 pounds but in a way it was worth the day off school. Plus it was worth seeing Sam's shameful day!

Sorry Edward for not getting on the bus with you but Katie got her ears pierced so I tagged along to see them.

Really!

2005-02-26T22:57:48Z

I swear I must have said that word about a thousand times yesterday!! So many revelations came out, I was so shocked. Stuff I never ever thought would happen did, I feel so bad!

Pizza express was quite nice its been so long since we'd been out, especially like for dinner. I though I'd broaden my horizons and try Sloppy Giuseppe, (I think thats how its spelt). Cos we met up at like 9 and finished eating around 11 it felt really weird to just go home, so we ended up at Hannah's house. Fucking fell asleep at like 2!!! I was so so ti-red ( Seana style!).

We saw Gillian from 6th form, I love her she is so sweet and her and her boyfriend are so cute. They are the official buff couple. Whe she saw us she was like 'Hi girlies!', oh I love, and she waved. Nick is also so buff (yr 13).

Has anybody watched 'Kids' it is like the greatest film for teenagers all over. Its just so great. We tried to watch it last night but we were conked out, so we watched it this morning. There is like so much fucking in it. It is such a wonderful way to show what teenagers' lives are like. Its kinda sad though, cos this kid goes round fucking all these virgins bareback cos he likes the feel of them and there like 12/13!! Little does he know he has AIDS, so now all these virgins have got it from the first time. He has sex with some girl around his age and hes her first and she goes to the clinic with her friend to get tested, and her friend whos like done everything is all clear and she had sex with him and she finds out shes got an STD. So she goes looking for him but can't find him so she goes to a nightclub and gets fucked up on drugs. Then she goes back to the house where they all hang out and finds him fucking another virgin and she goes to sleep on the couch without telling him of course, cos he was far too busy! Then some other boy who is rather nice is drunk and drugged up gets jealous cos his friend is having sex so he undresses the girl on the couch and fucks her so now hes got it. Terrible. But it is so good. Chloe Sevigny is in it (shes the first time girl), I love her, shes so pretty. She was in 'Boys dont cry' another great film. I love the ending, its like 'The Catcher in the Rye'. It doesn't really end. Really good film and tomorrow Morwenna, I shall watch 13 hopefully and be able to give it back on Monday.

Didn't do much today, just went round to my cousin's house after Hannah's, which meant I didn't have to public transport it back to my house looking like a tramp.

mini_me1st @ 2005-02-04T19:51:00

2005-02-04T20:26:07Z

I really can't wait to get our yearbook, its gonna be so good. Everything about it sounds and looks great. Yesterday we gatecrashed the little meeting ( whilst eating off Ms.Ibe's lovely grapes!) and saw a few of the pictures going in, so funny! We so badly wanted to join but I think it would be too much for me to be part of something like that or the prom thing on top of coursework, home work, exams etc. God, all the stuff we have to put up with!!!! And also, I can't wait for the prom!! I didn't think it would actually happen.But it is and thats great.
I just finished my dinner- courtesy of moi and it was quite nice if I do say so myself. It was pesto pasta, I swear my family are like the only people that like it or have had it. I really want another smoothie though, they are so juicy.
Another thing I really can't wait for is our half-term, there seems to be so many little parties on but I swear they are like all on the same night!! Dilemma! Morwenna, you have to make sure you come out even if you have to sneak out or something.
I have come to the conclusion that I dislike Lisa in Hollyoaks. She is just so irritating, she's such an idiot. Doesn't she understand that she is the other woman and will always come second!!! Duh. What would lovely Dan say?! I've used so many exclamation marks in this, I really have to stop. I think its contagious, I'm not doing it anymore.
Poor old Houston suffering from depression. I can't believe he tried to commit suicide, poor old him. And then, he gouged his eye out in the bathroom when he was stopped from jumping off some height. How awful! I want him to have a number 1 now really badly so something can make him a little happy.

I'm gonna make sure I watch Simpsons today.

I really want to go shopping and get some shoes, jacket, earrings and my big gold bag. But I need to gather up the money first.

I've said the word can't so much in this post.

PS Who has tried pesto pasta and liked it?

All those people, and noone had the heart........

2005-02-02T18:10:40Z

Two words to describe after school: really disgusting. I feel so sorry for him, what Noah said was so true, like EVERYone was there. All the sixthformers, teachers, police and most of them just stood and watched. Even his fucking younger sister jumped in, my heart bled....:( I felt like crying but I dont really talk to him that much, actually not at all so I thought no, but I felt so sorry for him. His few loyal friends tried to help but the boys who came down for him ended up smashing his face against a car bonnet. I couldn't even watch properly, I could just hear it and when I could look up I could see him all on the floor getting fucking kicked in the face. Apparently there was loads of blood on his poor face. There was about 5 or 6 of them all on him, and this is supposed to be a 1 on 1 fight? What idiots, when will they learn? I hate fights. Especially between boys like that who just don't care they really do like wanna kill the person for just sillyness that can be solved in other ways. They were all big boys aswell, me and Tiff just felt so helpless, it really was horrible. We were at school for ages thinking something else was gonna kick off but it didn't- his brother and his friends came down though, they must have been so angry seeing him like that. Sorry Tiff about the wait, we were actually talking about leaving.

I swear its gonna be a war

mini_me1st @ 2005-01-20T17:19:00

2005-01-20T18:09:30Z

I haven't done a post on this for oh so very long, so I thought I'd better do one. I'm loving the new layout Tiftaf, thanks a bunch for that. And I swear I will try my best to do those FUCKING STRAWBERRIES for you, cos its even getting on my nerves! I just keep forgetting to actually do it and I also forgot to look for a little pic for this so hopefully all that will be done tonight.

School was alright I spose, lunch was a bit shite. But MaccyDs is back in business with those handy little coupons. So I had two cheeseburgers which I think sounds a bit nasty.
Them lot were attempting(key word) to play some kind of rugby, but it really wasn't working out. Though it was rather funny watching. Chatting to Ibe and Forrest, they were making me laugh with their shitty, run-down printer. Watched a bit of them lots dance for fusion, oh sorry, CON-FUSION. See how clever our school is with that little play on words..... Anyway EVERYONE MUST COME to it cos we have to make it good, it may be our last one!!! I think we should all go on the 27th.

Is anyone going to see Jagged edge and 112? Anybody, anybody(tiftaf) hahahahahahahaha

Where the fuck is that Hannah child, I swear she is always ill and she better not have the cheek to come in tomorrow just so she can go out. But I bet thats what she does. tut tut. little truent. ooh no capital letters feels so much better, i feel freeeee. I'm on a bit of a hype, please don't watch it.

oh my goodness!! neighbours is on, yes i know sad but true- i watch it everyday and hate it when i miss it. everyone should watch desperate housewives. its really funny.

I really miss the common. it was something to look forward to when the end of the week finally came now theres not much. There needs to be a party. Oh my gosh, I can't wait until we finish our GCSEs have to find a party asap!!! And I swear I want a whole zoot to myself,#it blows my mind...

Pass that shit round nigga.......helll yeaa

Wow...

2005-01-01T19:34:25Z

Got back from Ghana last night!!! Hope you all had fun celebrating last night and Christmas Day!!

Ghana was really good! I'm really shocked to say that because I was dreading it, but I really want to go back! We got back home at like 2 or 3 and spent the countdown in the airport! That was a bit pissed but at least the flight was nice and we got back safely.

It was amazing though!! I didn't want to come back!

We went rock climbing to see this mushroom rock. Its this rock that has been naturally formed into the shape of a mushroom, its like a big rock has been plonked on top of another and you can sit right in between them. Then we went to Boti falls and it was great, when we went into the water it felt so nice and cool. It was worth all the climbing, we took so many photos.Then we went to Aburi gardens and it had these really cool tree where the way it had grown had allowed its bark to become hollowed out, so you could go inside the tree through its bark and look up the whole tree!! It had little holes in the bark where you could climb up it from inside. We were supposed to go to loads of other places aswell but we ran out of time.

The weather was really nice, although it rained a few times its different from rain here because its over in like 30 mins and its still hot. Sometimes, the sun was a bit unbearable but I tried not to complain! Its horrible the way it gets so dark so quickly though, considering its like summer all year round its kinda confusing!

It was so good to see all my cousins,cousins children, uncles, aunts and of course my grandma. They were all doing good and it made me realise how much I miss them without even realising it. Thats what made it so sad having to leave, there were so many tears. I was even crying when I had to hug my mum even though her flight is in like seven days. Thats why I really want to go back there this summer to see all my family again. Also,it was so relaxing being there its like you really do forget about things that you really worry about here, even though thats what holidays are about I never really see Ghana as a holiday.

They had a Nandos there, so we had to go and check it out. The chips were so nice but the chicken weren't all that. They had Barclays, Shell, Total, Dior, Wrangler, KFC, which was quite good.

Im actually really pissed about having to be back in England it feels too weird but I'm gonna be really happy to see everyone again! I can't believe that we have to be back in school on Wednesday though, it feels way too soon, I don't think I'm really ready for all that again.

xxx

Ps Happy New Year everyone

Farewell, goodbye, something, something, something...

2004-12-15T14:12:53Z

Well tis my last chance to write in here until 2005, so I thought I'd make an entry.
But.......
Heres the twist. You guys have to keep it alive with random thoughts.
Its quite a good idea isn't it? So when I get back, hopefully there will be all these stupid comments that will make me laugh, tell me about your holidays and let me know you're still alive. It can be like an open discussion on topics too!! Free your minds! lol

Get typing

PS Love you all, hope you have a lovely Christmas and New Year's eve and get all the things you want (not just materialistic things either!). xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx x x x x

So very true.....

2004-12-06T22:12:35Z

I thought I needed an update. The exams were actually okay but I don't want to jinx it by saying 'Yeah, they were so easy, I'm gonna get an A or B'. I swear that is the curse of the exams never say it, because if you do, you're gonna get shit. Its the truth!

I had my bloody injections today because I'm going to Ghana like next week, it doesn't feel like its that soon but it really is! I don't even want to go, not even a little bit. I'm gonna miss NSF people..... how sad, I'll be with you all in spirit! Have a great time for me... And plus the worst bit of it all is this, so I'm gonna miss Christmas and I'm kinda dealing with it (I love Christmas).But would you believe I come back on the 31st at 11:30!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm even gonna miss any chance of a party on New Year's eve FUCK ME! I'm probably gonna be spending my countdown in an airport, whilst all you lot get drunk and happy at some really good party! I know, tis pissed. Parents can be awful sometimes, they just take you anywhere they like just cos they're going and you have no choice about it! I'm not gonna become a parent like that.

I'm so scared to do my English, you can't really revise too well for English and it can all go wrong on the fateful day. Oh no!

Good luck to everyone for tomorrow and the rest of all the exams.xxx

mini_me1st @ 2004-11-22T20:30:00

2004-11-22T20:45:52Z

Today was marvellous! Hardly had to do anything at all, although those mini book-cover thingys were rather good! Enjoyed tech day because it was like not being at school but being at school.Weird.

Found out loads today, rather interesting!!!! I can't believe it! We'll have to talk on Wednesday...loads of time!

One by one, the numbers are slowly dropping! How could this happen. Slightly confused about some people's comments though(not comments on this), they just don't seem to be making much sense. I'm trying to understand.

Weekend was alright, but I do not appreciate having to stay up till 2 to finish my bloody hair, which was stressing me out. I finally got my massive belt, it is lovely, I'm so happy. I also bought bright blue tights!!! Yay! This happened on Sat when me, Hannah and Amy all went to Kings Road and Croydon. Saw my beloved Levis skirt too! Wouldn't you just love to live somewhere like Kings Road,Wimbledon,Notting Hill Gate or somewhere like that!

I have so much work to do, so I think I'll be off!

Everyone is leaving me!!

mini_me1st @ 2004-11-11T16:44:00

2004-11-11T17:01:39Z

I should really start writing entries about better stuff, things that mean more about what just happened today, because if you think about it, it's the same all day every day.

i hope I don't babble in my entries!

I've just recently started realising the extent of my obssession with the male 6th formers in Graveney.Some of them are so sexy, its unbelievable. Like today I was so happy just because one of them made the effort to talk to me instead of me harassing them! It sounds really quite sad but its quite fun.

I feel a headache coming on!!! Oh no....

Lunchtime was the best its been all week, with them lot(Jess,Seana,Lucy,Gloria,Rosanna,Charlotte etc.) giving me inspiration to eat in the dining hall. How bad could it be... I'm being quite sensible and smart by writing super-fast and doing it now, as it gives me time to do other stuff like revision, course/homework.

But I will need to be going soon because Byker Grove is on, then Neighbours, the Simpsons,Hollyoaks and whatever other excuse I can find to not do anything!

Isn't it so nice when you haven't spoken to an old friend and the smallest thing draws you to them and you have a really nice talk. Well that happened today!!

mini_me1st @ 2004-11-04T20:46:00

2004-11-04T21:02:59Z

I don't know what to say but I'm tired of coming on this only to look at other people's posts because I'm looking for an excuse to not do work.

One thing I will say is how dumb are Americans? Noone even has to answer that because judging by recent events they are extremely dumb. They should not get any sympathy now, they've basically dug their own graves. Does everyone realise we could all be president at this age because we are all so much smarter than Bush?! That man is so stupid, I was just waiting for him to slip up on TV so could laugh my head off.haha.

I really feel for people living in war zones. Did you know that when Ken Bigley was beheaded they didn't chop his head off in one quick go, they actually sawed at it!! How terrible.

I spoke to Katie today...finally, she's cool and everything went well.So at least thats something good!!

I want to go to the Battersea Park firework thingy but we are going Brockwell Park tomorrow instead!!

This entry has been rather okay considering I didnt really have anything to say.

noooooooooooooooo

2004-10-31T21:58:29Z

I really can't believe this is the end, this is really it.We really have to go to school tomorrow!!!

No!

They really need to work on making half-terms longer, they just tease you, cos now I can't wait till our next holidays.Really what is a week, I haven't even finished my homework, STILL, after having a whole week!! And thank you to all those idiots saying 'oh I think we have Monday off', cos I checked and we haven't!

And my weekend really was shit. I don't know why I didn't go to that firework thingy on Sat, but you know sometimes when you don't want to go out but for no particular reason. It happened. So i just sat home with the remote and my mock-up.Then I got some stupid call at like 12:45 from a "girl" talking all this shit, Amy later told me it was some silly prank. We have our suspicions as to who the prankers are.

Today wasn't that much better supposed to go out but I basically got stood up waiting in my house!! Hope you was all watching the OC and people you need to watch ban this filth it is hilarious. With my favourite, Jill!!! Im a TV addict, have to admit it. I know its gonna be really awful and I don't even know if I'll be able to watch it, but try to watch the boy with a tumor for a face. Also, try and watch that twin thing the story is so sad, I read it in the paper.

Oh yes, I nearly forgot, how was the party people?

mini_me1st @ 2004-10-26T18:28:00

2004-10-26T17:36:29Z

Oh yeah! I am so confused is anything happening tonight. Like Crazy Larrie's or The Works because Im kinda bored, but then again I'm also broke so.....

Its been a while....

2004-10-26T17:07:33Z

So I was supposed to go to the cinema on Friday but didn't end up going because my sister was going to a party, so I sat home bored out of my brains but still happy that I wasn't going ressurection!
But on Saturday went mini-shopping with Amy and Hannah (saw Halina on the way-wahey)(it rhymes).I don't think you can do that double bracket thing but its too late! Bought some brown checked shirt I know it sounds horrible but its nicer on. The weather was really horrible that day, it was like raining non-stop. So after that Hannah and Amy went to some boys huse that I don't really know properly which is why I just went home.
A few hours later...... Racing up to Wandsworth in the car with my sis and mum because Alfie starts at 21:50 and we've left at 21:40!! All the while I'm thinking please dont miss Jude Law, pleaseee! We got there and I'm in such a rush I forget popcorn!!! Only to find out later that Alfie is running 15 mins late! Which is still kinda good for us so I was happy enough eating my sister's popcorn. Alfie was funny but Jude Law looked so nice, I kept on going he is beautiful or he is so nice.There were times when even though Alfie supposed to be a player I reall felt sorry for him. Like when he lost his only friend because he slept with his girlfriend and got her pregnant, then when some older woman cheated on him because he wasn't young enough and when he wanted to get back with one of his exes but she had moved on.But really the film isn't that great its just that Jude Law is in it.
Yesterday I educated myself by going to a museum,willingly- the V&A.Im gonna sound nerdy but I actually don't mind museums when I have the energy for them, they can be alright. I went with my two sisters to the Black British Style exhibition which was really quite good, bought a little shopper and 2 badges. But it was really weird to be in there and hear dizzee being played and see pictures of Crazy titch looking rather nice!! They had batty riders, hueraches(however you spell them),gangsta boots,wale adeyami, tracksuits,etc.They also had clothes worn by black people back in the day!Hilarious! Then there was this mini cinema thingy set up of like loads of black dudes talking about being black british and how black british style is and always will be. The history of it,grafiti,breakdancing,mcing. It really was great!!!
Anyway I think I should go now this is getting kinda long!
Ta ra xxx

mini_me1st @ 2004-10-21T21:59:00

2004-10-21T21:28:08Z

im only writing in because it feels like its been ages, although i just realised its only a been a week....im slowly becoming addicted!! aaaaahhh

Today me,hannah and amy were big rebels we ran away from miss ibe! everyone who goes graveney will know thats impossible,what were we thinking!! So what we done was hannah's big idea she thought we'd lock the work we had to do in the torture chamber(we named it),but miss ibe wasn't convinced that someone else shut the door and made it lock itself.ha ha! our simple minds tried to work against the forces of ibe!!!

i find ashley and jason so sweet, i can imagine being able to talk to them for ages.

hannah has an afro!!! he he :0

really can't wait for the half-term it will be good with a little bit of luck, we can make it through the week!!! Who remembers them?!! Hilarious

I can't believe im on this missing sex traffic it was amazing last week, very graphic though...horrible too. Some people in this world are really evil makes you think we're kinda lucky.....

feeling a bit pissed.........off

2004-10-14T22:45:42Z

Hmmnn.... Tonight was so rubbish usually its quite fun and I feel geeky to say it but its true, they can be quite good.Though we did get free food and if you can get that then i suppose anything is alright.

I am really not liking the way it just rains non-stop its like aren't the clouds empty by now. I'm fed up of leaving my house and thinking im cool only to feel drops on my head halfway through my journey. This is not the way its supposed to be, April has come and gone!!!

I feel like I have so much work to do aswell and its kinda stressing me out and people are irritating me.Its just not on.You know when everything gets on your nerves,well,thats happening.

At lunch we brought our own little feast:soup,cookies,crisp,apple-thingys,drink,oranges,biscuits,brioche rolls.
Wonderful!!!

I always come on this with the drive to make it really long and good for people and i just come out with rubbish like this.Sorry people it will im prove when my life becomes a bit more exciting.
When something other than school happens * NSF someone whispers* xxx

mini_me1st @ 2004-10-13T22:40:00

2004-10-13T21:53:03Z

I think yesterday was so rubbish I didn't have a clue where to go, which is why I am not going to any other open evenings because it'll be so obvious I'm an outsider! I'll be lost! There were no nice boys though, could hardly see any actually just loads of girls. Its gonna be great!

I love 'a grand don't come for free'!!! I could listen to it all day long.

I really can't wait to go to NSF it feels like I haven't been out out for so long and it feels like we've waited so long for it.
Lights are blinding my eyes
People pushing by
They're walking off into the night